Ok , OK I know I haven't blogged in a while and I am Sooooooooooooo sorry. I was doing my own thing I guess. Been unfocused for a while now. I think it was when I realized I couldn't afford the NS food anymore. I just kind of said well forget it. I mean not out loud or anything, but my attitude basically said that.
Today March 19, 2006 I have gotten back on the wagon and done total good eating for the day.
I have made fairly ok choices while being off the wagon, but tired of feeling guilty and icky because I know what I need to do.
So, a little update I have done some self evaluation lately. I have realized the God is the center of my life (that I knew before), but I have a hard time giving Him the control of my life. I mean I have had to do for me an mine for so long that I have had the control. I know God has been there and had some control. I mean the control I allowed Him to have. But that was never TOTAL control. I realized that I an scared to give up total control of my life. I also know that until I do, God can not do in my life what He truly wants to do.
Well Spending more time with Him and less time doing everything in the world is what I am working on doing on a minutely, hourly, daily basis.
Knowing that My relationship with God is not one that is gonna hurt me in any way. Knowing and holding on to the remembrance that God does nothing but Love me Unconditionally. I mean all of this is something I know and have known for most of my life but just don't do. Most of the time things we say are easier said than actually done. Whether we know it is better for us or not. SO now I truly keep updated on this blog for accountability to my life and my weight loss. And NO messing around anymore.
Today I had no breakfast (pursae {okI cant spell}), at 2 PM I had NS scrambled eggs, cabbage and a string cheese stick. Around 7 pm (after a much needed nap) I had an orange and a string cheese stick. Around 10 PM was dinner; NS Spinach & cheese ravioli, Salad w/ LF Raspberry Balsamic vinaigrette , at least 2 veggies (probably close to 3) and unsweetened apple sauce. Water wasn't the greatest, but that is coming along better also.
Well it is after Midnight on Monday AM and I am finally getting sleepy. So I better go for now.
I am so sorry for being gone so long from all of my friends that I know stand behind me daily. I am baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. LOL and ready to Fight for what I want DAILY.
Love U all and Hope everyone has a good one.
PS: I talked a couple of months ago about starting a Prayer Blog. I am almost ready to post the link for that blog. I am conferring with someone else about this blog. As soon as I have it running I will post the link so those that want to may visit.
God Bless U All
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3 comments:
I was being to wonder! Glad to hear you are back on the program. Take care Sherri.
I love the new look!
heya! love the new template - much easier to read.... can't wait for the prayer blog!! i'm all the power of prayer :)
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